I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed..<33

soooooooooooo bored

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 21:36:53 GMT

Let's start with the ADVANCED basics

Name: Chantel
Nicknames: whatever you wanna call me. lol
Age: 134
Nationality: French and Italian
Birthday: 12/5/90
Birthplace: Nashua
Current Residence: Nashua
Chinese Zodiac: horse or a fish! lol
Parents: Mike and Elaine
Siblings: none
Pets: doggy and kittyss
School: Elmm
School Mascot: Eaglee
School Rival: i dunno?
Grade: 8

Favorite

Book: Athe outsiders! lol
Movie: million dollar baby or spidermann!
TV Show: dont have one!
Cartoon: Pigglet!
Anime: ...
Manga: ...
Superhero: Spidaahmannn!
Animal: puppy! or kittens!
Subject: i dunno
Color: pink or baby blue
Clothes Brand: American Eagle
Store: American Eagle
Shoe Brand: k swiss or addias or OLD NAVY FLIP FLOPSS!!!! =]
Band: i dunnno
Song: WAY TOOO MANY!
CD Title: no cluee
Hero: haha i have a ffew.
Mystical Creature: oh..?
Candy: haha no cluee
Quote: too many..
Teacher: um probably Mrs Belanger..i dunno tho
Website: ummmmmm
Instant Message Program: AIM
Car: the one that the doors lift upp!

Preference?

Pepsi/Coke: Coke
Dog/Cat: cant choose!
Car/Truck: car
Suicide/Murder: suicide
Guy/Gal: guy.
White/Black: white
Dark/Light: light
Pink/Blue: pink
TV/Computer: computer
Chatting/Surfing: chatting
Ocean/Swimming Pool: swimming pooool!
Comedy/Horror: hmm both!
Rock/Punk: ...
Republican/Democrat: do i careee!
War/Peace: peace
Good/Evil: hmm
Sunny/Cloudy: sunny
Winter/Summer: summer i guess
Spring/Fall: FALLLL!
Birthday/Christmas: Christmas
Halloween/Easter: Halloween
Jesus/Satan: Jesus
Jeans/Khaki: jajajaeanss!
Movies/TV Shows: movies
Books/Comics: books..i guessSS?
Hot Topic/Hollister: Hollister
Hugs/Kisses: both!

Wonderful Friends

Best: you all know who you are <333
Weirdest: haha cant pick one.
Drug Addict: nonee..
Whore: EVERY SINGLE ONE! = o! JKK! NONEE!
Most Hyper: SHAYNAAAA
Funny: Nickk!!
Depressed: um..
Smartest: all
The Nerd: all of them acaully! hahaha

Stranded on an Island ...
5 things you'd bring with you: all my friends.cell phone.music.food i guess and a comfyy bed!
5 friends you'd want with you: Katy Nick Shayna Chris and Jill!
Shelter: 50 Cents house. yes we steal it and put it on the island! = ] dont ask me howw!
Food: whatever!
The leader would be: MEE!
Why them: i love them! haha but i wish i could bring more people!
Who would get you killed: Jill..hahaha
Try to escape: Katy
Cuddle up to when it's cold: everyone!
Get mad at the quickest: hahaha..

Love Life
Single: mhm..
Boyfriend or Girlfriend: noone..
Sex yet: nope
Hugged: mhm
Length of relationship: haha long with Matt Pelletier! eww! hahaha
Internet or Real Life: Real Life?? duhhh?
Have a crush: mhm
What's their name: not telling..haha!
Age of this person: well..there are 2 but i think both 14! = ]

Have you ever

Written a poem: nope
Written a song: for school only!
Written a book: yah i do it all the time. no
Sang in a play: noo
Sang a solo: Neverr!
Sang just for the hell of it: OBVVVVVV
Done drugs: nope
Drank alcohol: um yes. = ]
Been tricked into drinking: hahah who asks that! obv not.
Smoked a cigarette: nope..fuckin ew
Played addictinggames.com: never heard of it. lol
Played an Xbox: mhm
Played a Playstation 1 or 2: mmmhm
Played Dreamcast: no
Played Gamecube: nope
Played Sega Genesis: yeeeeea
Played a GBA: nope
Played an old NES system: no..
Played atari: no
Played a computer game: mhmm
Watched a Star Wars movie: sadly. haha
Watched Star Trek: ew no
Watched Stargate: ALL THE TIMEE! HA no.
Watched Pokemon: no..
Watched DragonBallZ: yah
Watched Yu-Gi-Oh!: noope
Collected Pokemon cards: only the cute onees! lol
Collected DBZ cards: on
Collected Yu-Gi-Oh! cards: no
Created your own anime characters: what is that.
Been to an anime convention: what is that.
Bought a car: no
Gotten a car for your birthday: NOT YET!
Been to gaiaonline.com: no..

Funny Business ;p

What is the current time: 5:30 PM
What is the current weather: cold! = [
Where are you: My rooom
When did you last cuss: haha well.. i dunno = ] when i was crying on the buss to jillian i think " fucking asswhole i hate him " i belive
Who is with you: my mother.
What shampoo do you use: Brilliant Brunette
Do you believe in ghosts: yes acually i do!
How many kids do you want: 2
What would be their names: Riley Rose and Christian [ no middle name = ) ]

For or Against
Suicide: against
Gay marriage: its their choicee.
War: against
Bush: dont like him. but there was no one bettter!
America: for
Stereotyping: everyone dose it, yah i do it too. tell me you dont tho? even if your not trying too

Last But Not Least
Do you hate me for making this so long: um no?
Does the world piss you off constantly: yes acaully
Do you like turtles: hahahahah sure
who is the stupidest person you know: WAY to manyy
Who do you love the most: theres alot..but..as in [ love ] only one..

yahh got this from sarah <33 its so sadd.. = [

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:51:15 GMT

Somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination,
And the homework,
And the incessant forwards,
And the friendships,
And the nasty cafeteria food
And the calls to each other complaining about crushes,
Somewhere b e t w e e n the phone calls to old friends,
And the "I miss you's"
And the "I love you's"
And the "What are we doing tonight's?"
And somewhere b e t w e e n all of the changing; growing..

Somewhere b e t w e e n the classes,
And the skipping classes,
And the studying for tests,
And the pretending to study for tests,
And the downright NOT studying for tests...

I forgot.....

I forgot what junior high is all about.
I forgot what it meant to cry,
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy.
And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart.
I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.
I forgot that you can't control falling in love
And that you can't make yourself fall in love.
I learned that I can love.
I learned that it's okay to mess up,
And it's okay to ask for help,
And it's okay to feel like CRAP.
I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day.
I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have.
I learned that the greatest thing about junior high isn't the parties or the boys or the hook-ups...

It's the friendships, which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most
need to talk about.
I learned that letters from friends are the most important things.
And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better.

But, basically, I just learned that my friends
Both old and new are the most important people to me in the world.
And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today.
So this is a thank you to all of my friends
For always being there and I just want you guys to know that I Love You.

i love all my southies <3333 ill miss you all so fucking much<333
and to emily and jake<3 i love you both..this is going to be so
friggen hard..</3

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 03:19:16 GMT

well today was funn i hung out with butthead zack chris and aaron = ]!
haha it was like our own little partayy = ]haha wow all i have to say
is green. haha long story but butthead gets it. Lol. i think me and
butthead are hanging out with Chris tomorrow i think. i think we are
gunna ask Zack and Aaron to comee with ;). haha. so now me and buthead
are listening to my favorite song. and we are singing to itt!. haha
well im outt <3 we and butthead are talking to chris so that will
entertain uss <3 haha comment to this. i love you </3 The sun shining * the waves crashing the air perfectly alive and electric and my nights filled with everlasting desire <3 .. i never want this to end

this song is like made for what im feeling right now..

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 23:12:12 GMT

200 miles away from home.
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs, but you don't care at all.
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs.
You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow.
Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you?
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed.
Please be impressed.
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all.
Hopeless love, please leave me.
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long.
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow.
Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name.

i hate you so much.
but at the same time
i cant get over you.

doublewteeeff!

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 18:57:31 GMT

Ok..this entry is gunna be a sad one =p...im gunna miss so many people next year and i hate this..so many people have changed my life and ill never forget you guys..i love you..from 7th grade to 8th ive had the oppurtunity to meet all you and i love you. me and maria were talking about it last night.and i dont wanna go, i wanna stay in elm street with all my friends becasue ill miss everyone going to south..

oh godd..what do i say about you Shayna..you and me have been through it all..haha..late night phone calls..fights..parties..staying on your trampoline till 1 in the morning..im gunna miss you so much..you dont even know..even though we get in to fights..what friends dont tho? other then you and lisbeth..lol..youve always been there for me shay..and ill love you forever..we deff. need to hang out over the summer. i love you soo much<333

Lisbethh-Wow..haha..youve been there for me always..lol..i remember how we met..you came up to me the last day of school last year and gave me a hug..haha it was a werid way but..you are weird..haha youve always knew how you make me smile whenever ive been in a bad mood..Lisbeth your one of the people im going to miss the most becasue youve changed my life so much <33 i love you

haha its the only picture i have of youu! lol..wow..im gunna miss you..ive been there for you forever and now we are leaving eachother! haha youve helped me alot too and now that your going to south..ill miss you foreverr..we deff need to hang out in the summer..<3 bffl

Jesss- wow i love you more then life itself..im gunna miss you..i wish we got to know eachother better..but thank god i met you..youve made my life way better! haha! youve been there for me alll the time..haha and im here for you! i love you Jess! <33 best friends alwayss! we need to hang out in the summer!

Maria..what do i say..your one of my best friends and i cant belive ive only met you this year..i love you so much..you dont know how much you mean to me and im better person because of you..when i say best friends i mean forever and it will always be like that! Hunn i love you so muchh haha you little squirel..lol <33

Keri..what do i say..your a loser and i love you becasue of that..i have to say im gunna miss you we deff need to hang out in the summer..i love you alwayss!

Josh Rammm. haha wow. we have been through alot havent we i remember the 1st time we hung out with Katyy..haha..we went to the mall. = ]..youve always been there for mee! i love you Rammmis!

Brittt- omgg! my lovee! my little mondral! haha im gunna miss you so mucchh! i love you more then life itself..even tho you dont have any damn capris! haha i love you so much <333

Kaitlyn - i love you so much! haha im always gunna be here for you no matter what..i cant belive this year is over..but im so glad i met you<333 best friends foreverr!

Joshhh Cassista - omgg. its joshy and channyy..im gunna miss you hunn! we have been best friends since last year..but it seems like forever..josh ill always be here for you..best friends..im gunna miss you.. = [

Ryan - wow..we have grown apartt..but last year..we have had alot of good times! and ill love you alwayss! <33

Kaitlin - omg..KAITLINN! im gunna miss you so much! haha kiss 108! lol best friends till the day i die..i promise <333

Now..to Jake and Emily..

omg..haha im basiclly in tears..becasue my 2 best friends are leaving me..and everyone else..i think that when i write this..im speaking for everyone..saying that we will all miss you..Emily..youve been there for me during the saddest times and the happyest times! i love you sooo much Emily! best friends forever..and nnow..JakeeeyyBoyy.. haha omg..what am i gunna do with out Jake..youve been there for me and give the best advice..whenever im in a bad mood i talk to you about it and you make it all better! i love you both so fuckin much <33333333333

Im sorry if i forgot you..tell me and ill add you! it dosnt mean that i dont love you..im just drawing a blank <33 i love you and Comment too tell me you wanna be in!

EVERYONE COMMENT BECAUSE THIS TOOK FOR LIKEE..EVER<333

New Lj..Jill Helped Me = ]

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 21:10:53 GMT

TOOK THIS FROM JILL =]

Xx*The Girls*xX
Best Friend?: you all know who you are <333
Smartest?: Mel
Friendliest?:Mariaaa! =]
Blondest?: Jill
Most Ditzy?: Jill
Prettiest?: obv all of them!
Most like you?: Shayna and Katy = p
Best Style?: Emily or Kristyy
Youngest?: umm Shay i think

Oldest?: uh Katy i guess.
Most Athletic?: Sarah Collllins = ]
Weirdest?: Katie Daigle or Lisbeth or Kristy
One least like you?: um..i dont kno..
One person think you wouldnt be friends with?: None. im friends with them for a reason obv.
One you have most classes with?: Keri..sadly..= ]
One you sit with everyday at lunch?: stupid 7th grade lunch..so lisbeth and Mel! i love them thoo..and id sit with them anywayy!
One who sits near you in most your classes?: Keri.
One who lives cloesest to you?: Emily
One who lives far away?: Alysee=[
Any players?: obv.
Gonna end up in prison?: haha..well..
Best Smile?: Kellsie or Katy
Funniest: omg..all.. = ]
Most Insiders with: Katy probably.
Smells the best: Shantel
One you tell EVERYTHING to?: Jill and Shayna..but i tell all my friends almost everything

Xx*The Guys*xX
Best Out of them all?: Nick
Closest?: Nick
Best Smile?: Josh or Dylan
Best Eyes?: ZACK = ] I LOVE YOU QTPIEE!! <33 = ]
Smartest?: hm..haha well..

Funniest?: Nick or Chris
Easiest to get along with?: Nick or Josh

One most like you?: Nick..sadly..
One person you think you wouldnt be friends with?: umm none i dont think
Most Talented In Music?: well me and chris have a band.. and josh ram.
Plays The Bass? ..
Plays The Drums? ..
Plays The Eletric Gutiar? oh..
Most talented in sports?: Kccc
Girl Magnent?: haha josh i gueess
Flirt?: haaa..umm..Kc i think but not anymore!
One who lives cloesest to you: umm..Nick i guess..but thats not really..close
One who lives most far away?: none..like..i dont know
One who you miss the most?: Ryan
Most Insiders with? umm
Any Gay ones? nope

One people say you are matched for?: ..
One people wonder why you are friends?: Nonee
Gonan end up in prison?: haha
Best in school?: no clue
Going to be most sucessful: Chris

Best taste in music?: Josh Nick or James

Best style?: ehh Josh
One who you talk to the most on the phone: Nonee really..mostlyy onlinee
One you talk to most on the internet?: Chris
Most in letters?: none really
MOst you pass notes with in class?: Anthony = ]
One you love as your brother and think of him that way?: Nick
Oldest?: um i dunno
Youngest?: dont know
Best in..Grammar: Nooo clue
^^ Math: Anthony i guess
^^ Science: i dont knoww!
Best Grades, period.: Aaron
One who you could NEVER date?: um Nick Josh Anthony Chris Ryan Zack Aaron Cory Jake

One who seems always upset?: Anthony = / but hes getting better!
One who always seems..hyper?: Nick

Tue, 31 May 2005 00:45:10 GMT

Name 20 people you know.
1. Katy
2. Jill
3. Shayna
4. Kristy
5. Jake
6. Emily
7. Britt
8. Jess
9. Maria
10. Katie
11. Kaityln
12. Chris
13. Josh
14. Lisbeth
15. Nick
16. Anthony
17. Kellsie
18. Mel
19. Dylan
20. Stephanie

Who is #8 going out with? no one
Is #9 a boy or a girl? Girl
Would #11 and #12 date? umm..prob not
How about #18 and #4? nope
What grade is #17 in? 8th
When was the last time you talked to #12? i am right now
What is #6's favorite band? she likes alott
Does #1 have any siblings? yep
Would you ever date #3? haha ohh yess = ]
Would you ever date #7? haha obv.
Is #16 single? mhm
What's #15's last name? Yanco
What's #10's middle name? Karil
What's #5's favorite thing to do? partayyy = p
Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? umm mayybee.
What school does #20 go to? Elm
Tell me a random fact about #11? haha we party every 2nd week of the month = ]
And #1: shes my best friend = p
And #3: shes my lifeeee = ]
Have you ever had a crush on #15? nope..hes my best friend =]
What's #4's favorite color? hahha i asked her. and its pink and other colors = ]
Would you makeout with #14? hahahaha its lisbeth!
Are #5 & #6 best friends? they are going out = p
Does #7 like #20? i dont even think they know eachother.
Does #8 like #19? um i think they might be friends?
How did you meet #2? Josh Rammm
How did you meet #18? umm..i think..mel or kellsie
Does #10 have any pets? maybe? lol
Is #12 older than you? umm i dont kno.
Is # 17 the sexiest person alive or what? haha sureee = ]

Sun, 29 May 2005 17:22:17 GMT

i want a new lj. if anyone has a good layout. comment or IM me = p

May 27th 2005 . what a night . <33

You Are a Chihuahua Puppy

Small, high strung, and loyal.
You do best in the city with a adults - young kids could crush you!

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

Fri, 27 May 2005 21:41:20 GMT

haha i love them <333

Haha i Love here = ]

Hmmm Sarah = ]My 3 Favorite Girls = ]! KATIE JILL AND LISBETH!!!

Keri and Emily<333333

haha i love her = ]

Soo Cute = ]

Kylee Kelly and Megg <3 = ]

Thu, 26 May 2005 20:54:27 GMT

Gross me. Keri and RyRy <33

the top of me got cut off = [ Keri was hideing on me becasue she was sickk = [

hahah gross i know ; )

hahha i love them! Lindzzz = ] JASMINEEE AND RAM <3 i love themm!

umm.. Ben Barrrrbieee Me Keri RyRy Kyle Kelly and Megg

kinda blurry? but me and kerr but its a bad one of me <3

the same one as up there more..!

me barrbbraahhhhh and keri ann

thats itt!

comment please <3333

My Favvvv Song <333

Mon, 23 May 2005 23:41:28 GMT

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real

My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Ohhh, ohhh....
Crazy... lady..... lately....
Ohhh ohhh.....
Ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
Baby...

Fri, 20 May 2005 22:11:01 GMT

Umm today was good i guees..yesturday i hung out with Shayna keri and lisbeth = ]! we partied and talked about like everything <3 i love those girls so much

---but other then that i dont do much anymore..i dont hang out with alot of people becaue everyones always to busy for me! lol..but if you ever wanna make plans call me or IM me or somthingg..

You might be best friends one week
pretty good friends the next week
don't talk that often the next week
* x3 and don't want to talk at all the year after that . . . .
So, I just wanted to say
even if I never talk to you again in my life . . . .
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

Bored . <3

Wed, 18 May 2005 19:47:24 GMT

Well i just got robbed..the pizza guy was like oh its 13.00 and then emily gave him a 20 and they were like i need to go get change..and emily was like ok..and then they drove away??!? i was like cuteee = ]
but whatever. = ]

-- things have been going ok lately i guess..i dont hang out with alot of people..but its alright! if anyone ever wants to hang out just IM me or call = ] i havnt been hanging out with Katy latley.. i havent seen her in like 84574875 years..haha..butt yeahh..soo ok <3

today was good. other then i had to wear a skirt!! and everyone made me! and they said if i didnt they wouoldnt talk to me! soo i did! = [! haha soo comment <333 love youu allll <33

Mon, 16 May 2005 21:31:09 GMT

( ) Smoked a cigarette.
( ) Smoked a cigar.
( ) Smoked a joint.
( ) Crashed a friend's car.
( ) Stolen a car.
( ) Had a threesome
( ) Been dumped.
(x) Shoplifted.
( ) Been fired.
( ) Been in a fist fight.
(x) Snuck out of the house.
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
( ) Been arrested.
( ) Gone on a blind date.
( ) Lied to a friend.
( ) Had a crush on a teacher.
( ) Been to Europe.
(x) Skipped school.
( ) Seen someone die.
( ) Had a crush on one of your myspace friends
(x) Been to Canada.
(x) Been to Mexico.
(x) Been on a plane.
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar.
( ) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi.
( ) Been snowboarding.
( ) Met someone from the internet in person
( ) Been moshing at a concert
( ) Been in an abusive relationship
(x) Taken painkillers
(x) Love someone or miss someone right now.
(x) Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by.
(x) Made a snow angel.
(x) Had a tea party.
(x) Flown a kite.
(x) Built a sand castle.
(x) Gone puddle jumping.
(x) Played dress up.
(x) Jumped into a pile of leaves.
(x) Gone sledding.
(x) Cheated while playing a game
(x) Been lonely
(x) Fallen asleep at work/school.
( ) Used a fake ID.
(x) Watched the sun set.
( ) Felt an earthquake.
( ) Experienced a tornado
( ) Touched a snake.
( ) Slept beneath the stars -- well in a tent..so no
(x) Been tickled
(x) Been robbed..but nothing like..bad..lol
(x) Been misunderstood
(x) Pet a reindeer/goat
(x) Won a contest
( ) Run a red light
( ) Been suspended from school.
( ) Been in a car accident.
(x) Had braces.
(x) Felt like an outcast.
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Had deja vu.
(x) Danced in the moonlight on the cruise with KATIE and nate
(x) Hated the way you look
( ) Witnessed a crime.
( ) Pole danced
( ) Been obsessed with post-it notes
( ) Walked barefoot through the mud.
(x) Been lost.
(x) Been to the opposite side of the country
(x) Swam in the ocean.
(x) Felt like dying.
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
( ) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers.
(x) Sung karaoke.
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't.
(x) Made prank phone calls when you were younger && still do.
( ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about --- haha i can only think of 3 people i did this with..and i dont want to think about it..haha katy <3
(x) Blown bubbles.
(x) Had a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party.
(x) Gone rollerskating.
(x) Had a wish come true.
(x) Worn pearls.
( ) Jumped off a bridge.
(x) Screamed the word penis in public..i dont kno??
( ) Ate dog/cat food.
(x) Told a complete stranger you loved them. ESP on the cruise!!
(x) Kissed a mirror
(x) Sang in the shower.
( ) Owned a little black dress
(x) Had a dream that you married someone
(x) Glued your hand to something
( ) Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole.
( ) Kissed a fish.
(x) Worn the opposite sex's clothes
( ) Been a cheerleader
(x) Sat on a roof top
(x) Screamed at the top of your lungs.
( ) Done a one-handed cartwheel.
(x) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) Stayed up all night
( ) Didn't take a shower for a week
(x) Picked and ate an apple right off the tree.
(x) Climbed a tree
( ) Had a tree house.
(x) Are scared to watch scary movies. when i was like 5
(x) Believe in ghosts.
( ) Have more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) Worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say.
( ) Gone streaking.
(x) Played ding-dong-ditch
(x) Played chicken.
(x) Been pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on.
( ) Broken a bone
(x) Been easily amused.
( ) Caught a fish then ate it.
(x) Caught a butterfly.
(x) Laughed so hard you cried.
(x) Cried so hard you laughed.
( ) Mooned/flashed someone.
(x) Had someone moon/flash you.
(x) Cheated on a test.
(x) Have a Britney Spears CD
(x) Forgotten someone's name.
( ) Slept naked
( ) French braided someone's hair.
( ) Grown a beard.
( ) Belong to the KKK.
( ) Own at least one Gun
(x) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) done drugs
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(x) been on a ship
(x) had best friends

Tue, 10 May 2005 20:17:38 GMT

I kinda look messed up! lol But its probably the best picture of me ive ever seen! comment <33 love youu!

Tue, 03 May 2005 23:41:09 GMT

survey
bold the ones that are true.

01. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 3 and a half years
02. I still watch cartoons
03. i've never seen The O.C.
04. I love almost all music.
06. I want a tattoo.
07. I wear glasses.
08. But mostly to read the blackboard and drive.
09. I want more piercings.
10. but i can't ever get any more :-(
11. I love to watch the rain.
12. I like to walk in the dark at night with someone special and talk.
13. I didn't believe in true love when i was younger.
14. I am a pretty cynical person sometimes.
15. Sometimes I cry for no damn reason.
16. I cry about stupid things.im a babyy basically.
17. I hate being walked all over and treated like shit.
18. It annoys me when people try to tell me how I am, and what I like.
19. I love music.
20. I am not sure if I believe in God. But i think i believe in a higher power.
21. I often feel alone.
22. I'm a sometimes loud and funny person.
23. A boy in school shattered my heart into a million pieces.
24. I get depressed sometimes.
25. I hate it when people critisize me for what I like.
26. I crack my knuckles sometimes
27. I fidgit with anything when I'm nervous.
28. I'm a weird person.      * Lol i dont kno?
29. I consider myself pretty unique.
30. My eyes are brown.
31. Listening to music usually helps my mood.
32. I am a disappointment to myself.    ---- sometimes!
33. I love sleeping.
34. I'm obsessed with Vanilla.
35. I have a few close friends.
36. Okay, i have like 2 friends.
37. I LOVE shopping.
38. I like popcorn.
39. I love watching tv.
40. I like malls.
41. I like cold weather better than hot.
42. I really dig Depeche Mode
43. I love Winter.
44. I'm addicted to AIM.
45. I have trouble trusting SOME people.
46. I do not label myself anything besides "me."
47. I love my family.     * ESP JTM KATY AND KRISTEN!
48. I love hot weather.
50. I hate shaving my legs.
51. Sleeping is a hobby of mine.
52. I like to listen to music everyday.
53. I love white tigers
54. I love dancing.
55. I don't always like the way I look.
56. I used to cut myself.
57. I'm a daydreamer.
58. I feel lucky i met the right guy.
59. I like when my friends write me letters
60. I randomly doodle on pieces of paper or myself when boredom strikes.
61. I love all my LJ, DJ, and GJ friends.
62. I'm allergic to milk.
63. I wish people would stop making me cry over their stupidity.
64. I hate people who try to be what they're not.
65. I went to boarding school for the last 2 years of high school
66. I love all candy
67. I get my feelings hurt at times
68. I believe inner beauty is more important than outer beauty usally
69. I wear pants a lot.
70. I wish I had more money.
71. I like to say what's on my mind.
72. I hate blue jeans
73. I'm online a lot.
74. I have 2 goldfish    . well i did but jill and keri killed them .
75. I am for the most part happy with myself.
76. I have more than 2 siblings.
77. I like being alone at certain times.
78. When I get angry, I curse to myself sometimes.
79. I wish I could spend more money on friends/family
80. I hate shallow people.
81. I'm a type 1 (insulin dependent) diabetic
82. I ponder life way too much.
83. Sometimes I think everyone hates me.
84. I wish my brother didn't die.
85. I hate it when girls have their thongs sticking really far out of the back of their pants.
86. I need to be showed I'm loved.
87. I wish I was better.
88. I hate discrimination.
89. I hate guys who are only out for one thing.
90. I have a cute car.
91. I love glitter
92. I sometimes wish i was more social.
93. I love my close friends
94. I love to have fun.
95. I get amused so easily.
96. I'm a lazy ass. = ]
97. I'm usally more outgoing when with friends
98. I love to be me.
99. I like wearing hoodies.
100. I'm graduating college in June!

Yep. Bored <3333 Post Ittt!

Mon, 02 May 2005 23:09:02 GMT

1. If you like the girl... ASK HER OUT already

2. when you hug her, put your arms around her waist and hold her close

3. when u walk next to her, get as close as you can to her (and hold her hand)

4. if shes the only one in your life, TELL HER

5. always let her know how much you like her, love her, or think about her

6. give her presents and cards for no reason, SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR... ALWAYS

7. if she hangs up on you, call her right back

8. always offer to pay, if she says NO twice, then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time

9. kiss her every chance you get

10. look in her eyes and kiss her on the lips, forehead, or nose

11. if she says shes cold, dont be an idiot and say "me 2" and stand there, or give her your jacket so she feels guilty that your freezing....just simply hold her in your arms

12. dont force her to do anything shes not comfortable with

13. invite her to dinner or somewhere where you can talk, instead of the movies

14. try not to ask her if shes mad at you EVERYTIME you speak to her

15. Always tell her you LOVE her only if you really mean it

Ugh anyone help me with a new layout <3333

Yepp . home from the cruise and wicked boredd

Sun, 01 May 2005 19:46:32 GMT

~*Kindergarten*~
What were you like: Lol. really quitee . = ]
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Nanook . Lol
Who was your best friends: Katy and Brianna
Who did you have a crush on: haha i dont remember
Something random: um..i have noo cluee = ]

~*First Grade*~
What were you like: wicked scared of like . everything
Who was your teacher: Ms. Denver
Who was your best friends: Katy and Brianna
Who did you have a crush on: noo cluee
Something random: i went to a school called " Wasagussit " . cute ehh?!

~*Second Grade*~
What were you like: i talked alott
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Johnson
Who was your best friends: Katy and Brianna
Who did you have a crush on: no one
Something random: i was in a dance club..Lol

~*Third Grade*~
What were you like: well.. i had like 3 friends because i was new to birchhill
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Maynard
Who was your best friends: Katy Tyra and Brianna Salas
Who did you have a crush on: ummm i dont remember
Something random: we had these little cub things..and if we talked, they got taken away..and iff someone dropped theirs ..i would take them..an in the end of the year we got like prestens and i got a taco bell dog becaue i had alot of the cubs. but shayna has the dog now =]

~*Fourth Grade*~
What were you like: i started to get some more friends
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Keller
Who was your best friends: umm Katy Tyra Briana and Crystal
Who did you have a crush on: umm Lol. Nate
Something random: lemme seee. Lol. i dontt knoo.

~*Fifth Grade*~
What were you like: the same as the year before
Who was your teacher: Mr. Calhoun
Who was your best friends: Katy and Tyra
Who did you have a crush on: like everyone.haha
Something random: ummm i won this pizza party thing

~*Sixth Grade*~
What were you like: loud and funny. haha i guess
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Mahoney
Who was your best friends: Katy Tori umm and Tyra
Who did you have a crush on: ehh..no comment = ]!
Something random: no clue

~*Seventh Grade*~
What were you like: lazy
What was your favorite class: chorus becasue i wass with alot of my friends
Who was your best friends: Katy Alyse Kaitlin Alissa Josh Ryan Forrest Stephanie Tammy Shayna Katie and Jill and alot more. Lol. sorry if you arnt in here <33
Who did you have a crush on: oh wow. this might be alittle long..so ill only say a few..lol ok.. well.. Forrest Greg ummm Shane haha i dont wanna say the ressst..Lol
Something random: Oh..wow that was an awsome year..Lol

~*Eighth Grade*~
What were you like: i dont kno..i guess i had alota friends. Lol
What was your favorite class: i like allof them
Who was your best friends: everyone who im best friends should know that you belong written here. =]
Who did you have a crush on: hahaha! wow. umm Richard Dylan Cody Anthony umm and someother people.Lol but now i dont like any of them and im just friends with them. Lol <3
Something random: I dont kno what to say here because its not done yett = ]!!

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 12:43:06 GMT

New Lj <3 Add Me First And Ill Add Youu . Post It Uppp = ]